"Avoid worthless, foolish talk that only leads to more godless behavior." - 2 Timothy 2:16
Last month, after my apology post, I got much better at limiting my social media intake. I was cutting down significantly. However, I was still not feeling very positive. My mood was far worse than it had been in months. I had anxiety without even knowing I had it. I started becoming unmotivated and lazy. I was extremely distracted. I was having trouble focusing on simple instructions. My brain was going a million miles an hour with no explanation as to why. I couldn't sleep at night because my brain just refused to shut off. I somehow knew that social media had something to do with it, but I couldn't quite figure out why. I had limited my social media intake hadn't I?
Then, two weeks ago, a man named Joseph Schillero Jr., who founded Gateway to the Heart Ministries, came and spoke at my church about the dangers of social media. He gave a forty-five minute biblical discussion about why we should limit and research our media choices. He read portions of his book which was all about filtering out what you read and watch and why you should. His message spoke to me greatly. I ended up buying his book.
After that, the-dangers-of-social-media-topic seemed to pop up everywhere. I was randomly reading Bible verses that weirdly pertained to social media. I had friends telling me how depressed and angry they were feeling after reading something online. My daily devotional chose to talk about social media problems for that day. My phone suddenly started overheating every time I opened up a social media app. On top of that, I was working through the workbook that I bought from Mr. Schillero.